> without you
a friend of mine juz commented that
i'm like a cockroach juz being sprayed by Baygon...hahaha...juz because i was too panicky wen i got offered computing and building...thanx alot fren...if ur were in my shoes and felt the same way...i guess you will do the same thing...damn
only God noes how hard i try to keep myself cool,calm and collected...well,be it..
nway i'm juz being lonely and afraid..people have been slapping me wif awful but acceptable remarks..i guess so...am i being too
'myself' or juz simply acting cocky..they dun really appreciate the
'new' danny...well some friendly ones do...i'm happy at once wen this gal told me that i have tis sweet but manly voice..ahaks...finally coz i've been like waiting for 20yrs or less to hear such a really sincere comment frm this gal..well..i like her now..though there's a miscomunication along the way...nway sorry for digressing a bit here and there..i dun noe where i'm heading to...i juz wana be like those guys...having proper relationships...leading a simple but yet style life...maybe like
Najib's!!
I noe i'm ugly..unexperienced...boring..and need a life to wake myself up from this unrealistic dream...
it's true...i've been telling others...dun care bout them...juz be wat you are...well it affects me now..and i'm dumbfounded by this lil thought...it's killing me!! i see there's nothing wrong he/she doing the same thing like wat i'm doing...the point is...we're doing the same stuffs...but yet i'm being criticized like no other ppl's business...and i juz simply hate
hypocrites!! Telling me this and that...but yet he/she also commiting it...helooo why am i always being the fool here?? i guess i'm too soft and weak...and i hate dat...last time i used to think like a girl...behaving like one...i hate guys...coz they are rough..and are simply bad people...i'm juz another small poor kiddo being made fun of...by all such names...i dun want to mention those....but then i realised
i'm being born wif a dick and i have to get myself mentally prepared by then...pri four..i tasted the glory of soccer...totally changed me....wif a class full of malay guys..more than ten..ahaks...
i'm in love wif mud!! Thank God...
Sec sch days...back to the same old danny wen he was in lower primary...i wanted to change to my boyish image..but then fail...till now...i've not really actually tasting the male aura..or wateva u call it...coz i'm juz being myself...and i'm getting worried...i do want a loyal wife and loving kids...dats why...i've been telling those gals..i met in the internet or wheresoever...i want a gal who can really understand me frm head to toe...actually i found one already...but then she wants sumone older...too bad...
okie lah...enuff is enuff..but there's this interesting quote i wana share wif ya guys...frm manja actually...july edition..
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...wajah memainkan peranan penting kerana ia bersifat segera. Bakat pula mengambil masa yang lama untuk dikesan. Kalau ada kedua-duanya memang baik...'
That's all basically...one day danny will change...for the better...and get prepared dudes...i'll make sure u all will have nothing else to talk about...
Music at the moment: Angels Brought Me Here-Guy Sebastian
