> city of angels
i know i'm not supposed to do this..but then it suddenly gave me a deep impact rite into my heart...oh God..wat's happening?? i really pitied her..i know it's hard to lose someone u loved since u were born to this world..but then..we had to give in in such circumstances...God luvs him more than us...i have not gone thru dat road yet..but one dae..who noes...i yg jalan dulu dari my parents..masyaallah...i can feel ur sorrow gal..it's very memilukan..and ur da only left child wif ur mum in da family..wateva it is..all da best...dun ever give up easily..kuatkan ur iman...beristghfar lah banyak2...God..i know how painful ur life is now...even though u may look happy on the outside...but ur inside..hanya Allah swt yang saje mengetahui...sumer yg hidup akan tiada pada suatu hari nanti...
Be strong gal...no matter where you are..i'm here to giva ya my lending hand..sorri if i'm too noisy or watsoeva..that's my nature gal...but then i'll try to minimise k?? hahaha...
thinkg of da lost souls...will i be ready to accept such fates?? will i....wen no one's around...i felt completely lost...shitz..
saper nak basuh baju..saper nak masak...saper nak cuci pinggan mangkuk?? independence lacks in me...saper yg nak uruskan kalau org tua dah takde...i'm not tryg to say i'm dependg on them...but...i will not b able to feel their presence....like making corny jokes in da kitchen while mum's cookg....arguing wif sista over a trivial matter wen dad's in da room...it's everyday life...one second ur not there...means a lot to me...somehow i wish dat they could live miraclely longer..but me being selfish to myself...God wants it back of wat He had created...then..i realise..we shuld pray to God...
agar panjangkan umur kedua-dua ibubapa ku ini...saat2 yg aku dapat bersama mereka..and contribute to them with my belas kasihan
Life is precious..learn how to make full use of it...not even wasting a part of it
Life can be considered as a crystal ball...once broken..considered sold...
Life is a rollercoaster...ups and downs...control ur fear..and u'll be able to overcome it...
Life is like a rose...one day it will wither...petals drop one by one..and eventually dies...its torn is our strength...anybody touches it..will be pricked...left a cut on the person's finger...
God is watching us now....
Music at the moment: Jangan Kau Mimpi~Siti Sarah
