> danny the dancer
why on earth me
everywhere??? Simply shitty...and what the fuck??? do i like to show off myself to everyone?? Huh..am I??? been myself since i was born into this world..no mercy given...stares were given...start gossipping about me...i simply guess...but hey it's obviously!!! Who the hell they are to think me of that...me special?? So what...no big deal assholes...seriusly speakg..me not enjoyg ever since me entered uni...life's bullshit freakos...box of chocolate...sweet and delicious..dat's bullshit...i've been mugging for my dance prac..i noe..me may be a gd dancer..but hey wen's da rite time...i may be slow..
but when can i react fast??? I can accept critism...but for how long...u all have limits dun u?? Damn...feel like giving up sia...hate the brand new life in uni...ppl said me enjoying..i wish sia...
One more week to go...a bit progress here and there...alhamdulilah...at least some ppl notice...gotta fine tune my styles...aaarrggghhh simply get bored wif all the stuffs me doin...relationship...wen can i get a gd gal...??? i really wana share my love wif her...but me not ready yet...i can't stand rejection...it's a one time fearful moment...i always give up for others...am i being too kind??? am i?? Or me juz a pathetic loser who needs a good spank...a nice good shove in my ass...i still have not waken up...me still in my unrealistic dream...me scared gal....me really scared...
my beloved frenz...me may sound boring here..but what to do..it's life...me juz go on with da flow...i may have faith...but i need to make it strong and firm...wen??? i simply dun noe when's da rite time...If ya noe what i've been goin thru now...well...at least talk to me...and i will talk to ya...me not desperate here...me juz need ur companionship...sapelah aku ini kan...
zahdan...dannyboy...dannyboy...zahdan...2 diff names...but have same characteristics...same personality....
will there be a difference one day??? Only God knows...me not tryg to say that i've got a split personality here...plsss aku bukan org giler...hehehehhe....
Music at the moment: Breakaway~Kelly Clarkson
