> bonkerz
happy 6mths anniversary if ya still remember dear...if there's such a thing..i love you so much..u listen to me...wateva shit i'm trying to tell ya...and i feel very glad..that u actually keep me goin on..hahaa...that sounds a bit kinky rite dear...nway dya still remember those dreadful daze wen i was in da army...wen i juz booked out..i looked for ya...throwing all my hatreds regarding my encik to ya..i'm so sorii..i juz can't talk about something else...i noe it's hard for you...but i'm proud that u can take it easily...hehee...
Oh dear, i noe that one time..u juz went bonkers and completely blank...i juz shut myself up...ignoring u...i guessed i had overlimited ur patience finally...gosh...I'm truly sorri dear..and i really hope u had forgiven for my past stupid mistakes...i dun wana repeat again..I still wana be wif ya...You understand me so much..wen i'm in pain...
Shuld i strt afresh...shuld i wait...shuld i return to my old love...shuld i...
Time is still moving on...it will not wait for me...i want someone to be wif me...will she??
Enjoyg our happy moments together..if there is...too bad, it's juz me lah...seriusly
i got no confidence now..why people find me such a nuisance...am i like a pest to them...am i???...gosh, i'm still heartbroken again...after hearing some unpleasant news which make my heart felt sore..till now...but then i juz wana thank God...coz I do still have feelings...but too bad...some ppl juz misused them.....
Nway thanx dear...for being wif me since june...wish you culd be my real wife...hahaha...Love ya...Muaakkssss.....
Music at the moment: Ain't No Sunshine~Taufik Batisah
