> irritated
guess I'm too much towards my frenz..i guess I really can't accept my frenz' comments..hurt me too deep...trying my very best to blend in with them but i guess i had failed all this while...
too bengapz i guess? i really dun noe y...mum tinks i've been hanging out wif frenz too much till aku lupakan my family...i juz wana find my true joy wif them...
Peeps...10 yrs i've been wif ya all...wat bad stuffs I had commited? Am i really dat impure that no one wants me? Am i really that immature? Am I really that faggotish that scares da hell outta you? What makes you not? What makes u tink that ur closer to God? I'm not complaining..but i guess..less meetings wif ya all will cool me down perhaps...
friends...do come and go at da same time...nahh 2 friendster accounts..big deal ppl!!! me juz a hopeless bird who thinks me not a penguin...but i am! Oh gosh...i guess..i tink too much..talk craps all da time...slacking behind...
identity crisis's killing me too.......
if i'm given a chance...i juz wana be a baby thruout my lifetime...ppl will hold me in their arms..providing me warmth and love...
guess..I'll be selfish to everyone...I'm sorry...I've made up my mind!
Music at the moment: This is How a Heart Breaks~ Rob Thomas
