> sad sad me...
PB had juz ended wif a great blow..hahaha...biatchy zahdan...
nway..thanxxx everyone for da great efforts they had put in..and yesh..i really love kids now..seriusly...haha...paedophile wannabe me....I want to have 17 kids juz like this dude...radin..hahaha...great story bout him!!
haizzz...i dun wana see dat pengsan mode of mine again in da vid...malu siolss....wat da freshies will tink bout me?? me feel bad about it seh...too feminine i guess...haizzz...i gotta buck up man...i juz wana be myself...like da rest of da guys...wat lacks in me exactly? i dun mind they teasing me..but sumtimes there's a limit...we people sumer ader patience...but spashly when it comes to sexuality...it can be a pain...I've endured this since da beginning of primary school times...being given all kind of names...i wanted to blame my parents for not giving me enuff supports...but then it's really me the one who's controlling my life...
me not here to complain or whine or watsoever..but every nites I will think hard bout myself...and ask for forgiveness from God for da way I am...
I juz wana be like da rest of them and be happy juz like others....each time me being made fun of..I'll juz give a smile...tak guna kalau nak carik gaduh...I juz bersabar jerr...aku dah byk dosa...takmu tambah lagik...ohh gosh am i really dat freaking sissy??
ouch...and I really hate dat word!!! i dun noe y.....but i really feel hurt...plllsss everyone...i know i bitch alot...and prolly dats y God's testing me back...and I've gone thru it so many times...
but to no worries..God knows best in me..and I must find dat straight path before someone grabs it...the other part of me...
I believe everyone has their own masculinity and feminity in them...its juz that how they play a part together..if one fails to commit...the other party suffers...well...i have to saY dat i'm really glad to have da coolest frenz on earth...who neva fail to support and encourage me to da top..though I really need to cover a bit more steps to my glorious life!!! hahaaa....
k lah enuff bout me sia...tak sabar nak berFOC..though da engine mcm nak rosak gitu...i'm still undone wif my games...arrgghhh!!! kekekee....
i miss my kental retro frenz...been a mth I tak dpt kuar ngan dorang..standard lah zahdan...bz bz bz!! orang pun bingit....haizz..no worries guys..insyaallah one dae we'll meet one another....u all miss I jugak kan??
my principles during PB to da kids (Jambul)
the faster u move, the faster we finish...
telinga digunakan utk dengar dan mulut digunakan utk DIAM!!! (abit frustrated...but no worries...me saying in a firm way...I dun shout k FYI)Music at the moment: Bersatu Dalam Rindu~Misha Omar
