> main angin
last paper to go..TMR!!! not happy exactly coz there's loads of stuffs coming up!! not complaining or even whining..but i have to face it..of course not alone sia...dats's da fact...
still wondering y this matter could happen again..not once but many times...tryg to figure out all da reasons that i can find..but none inside my head. Hmmm...mebbe it's my fault or da other half..not referring to anyone out there but i tink it must be my devilish half..swear it marnn! watever it is i'm still waiting.......
freaking extremely happy coz sem 1 finally ended...not with a bang though...looking back over 2006 made me realised that there's still hope to change and move on...recalling the heartbreaking moments with my late atuk's deathbed...i really miss him alot! i miss having 'complete' grandparents...cuma tinggal wan sahaja...and sadly she din wana stay with us here coz it's too far frm her homestay. to me its crappy...but i believe she had her own reasons to do so. i wana go back kampg but sadly mum and sis takda duit and work leave. gosh...is dat what you promise me to take care of wan till her dying days...darn!!!
i'm tired of everything
except one thing
that is called
LOVE
from you & God
to those yang suka 'berangan' or sumtg like 'main angin'
i'm having one rite now
he's sitting beside me
wanting to share my probs
but he's slowly vanishing into thin air..
save him plssssss
