> no pain no gain
hehe...i guess my blog is full of cobwebs now....though alot of things had passed through my life...faced lots n lots of challenges..alhamdulilah i've made it so far..5 mths full of happiness, anger & sadness..not forgettg fakeness in some ppl i've met along da way!!!
wen i looked myself again in da mirror..i asked myself..have i changed??? gradually or too drastically? i desire what I want to be...i want to be different..but of course not trying to receive unnecessary attentions..but am I blamed for all these? gd frenz hate me for not being there..wen I need my own space to be alone...asking God what exactly wrong wif me? am i stuck in both worlds? or am i just ignoring the fact that it had existed in me since I was born...thanx to who?? parents for creating me in this way or myself for the moulding processes
dari kecik sampai besar..
wen i need the love, im not given! wen I give love, not appreciated! wen i meet da opposites, i'm blessed!!! hahaa...something will spark and i'm amazed by it. And i feel so thankful for it..hahaa...yelahh tuu....
glad it was over for
melayu.com.sg..nothing much I could help besides make-up and publicity..but at least I was thanked for the efforts...great to b wif da whole dsl peeps again..after so many mths menjauhkann diri setelah SAM!! insyaallah if there's any gd production coming up...i might consider and priortise it..I juz missed acting so much!!!!
today my fone went dumb and mute...PERIOD!
my can't-be-bothered-to-study-but-i-want-to-grad mood had struck me the minute I woke up at 255pm...